ANNA SMAILL was born in Auckland in 1979, and now lives and works
in Wellington. She studied performance violin at Canterbury University,
before deciding to concentrate on writing. In 2001 she completed an
MA in Creative Writing from Victoria University and following this
finished an MA thesis from Auckland University that focused on the
novels of Janet Frame. Her work has been published in Sport
and she is currently working on a collection of poetry.
Smaill comments: ‘I find that I have “paper” poems
and “head” poems. This is definitely a “head”
poem, in that it came to me first as a group of rhythms and word-cadences.
Following September 11, words of response seemed so quickly emptied
out of meaning. Writing that directly recorded or described what had
happened felt too soon, and to presume too much solidity (when so
much had been shown insubstantial). Yet walking around Wellington
harbour in the days afterward, these rhythms and sets of half-rhyming
words started coming, and were, I know, my own response to the emotions
and images. In some ways the poem is consolatory, but it was also
an evocation of the emptiness I felt, and a feeling almost of affront
at the way time and nature seemed so impassive to human events.’